So many feelings swarming around in my mind.. so many situations.. I am not a happy person right now.. I just want to run and hide from the world.
1. List five things you’d like to accomplish by the end of the year.
- finish basement
- have all business expenses recorded for tax purposes
- weekend getaway
- anna moved into her own room
- move my office downstairs
2. List five people you’ve lost contact with that you’d like to hear from again.
- Lisa (who I hear from occasionally but would love to spend time with)
3. List five things you’d like to learn how to do.
- cook gourmet meals
- more enhanced webpage designing
- animated graphics
4. List five things you’d do if you won the lottery (no limit).
- pay all debts
- buy a new home/or fix up this one severely
- college fund for kids
- give to church
- help parents
5. List five things you do that help you relax.
- calgon – take me away
- sit myself in front of a romantic comedy
- play solitaire games on computer
- cuddle with hubby
- read book centered around 19th century
Annaleah: enjoying her banana while watching Sesame Street
103.3.. that is what it went back up to again.. my poor baby.. and she was having a horrible dream or night terror last night.. around 3am.. she woke up screaming, “mommy, mommy”.. and she wouldn’t stop.. I held her and she refused to look at me.. continued to fight and scream.. she finally calmed down and slept on me for a bit.. her body was cool.. then about 30 minutes later .. she indicated that she wanted to go back in her bed.. she is still sleeping.
So now I am home again.. the plan was church, computer show, out to eat and then Walmart, and home.. now hubby gets to go and I get to stay here.. like I do everyday.. geez.. what is wrong with me.. I am so itching to get out of this house. Yesterday we did get out for a little while.. Anna seemed to be much better.. so we went and found her a winter coat and snow pant set for $25.00.. I was very very happy about that.. then we ate at the mall food court.. and I almost forgot.. we picked out presents at ToysRUs for Jade and Katelynn’s birthday.. but we never made it to Walmart and I am desperate for clothes.. I only own one long pair of jeans and I sweat pants.. and it is cold.. brr..
I do not like the cold months.. I get in a state of depression and stuck in my home.. everyone is harping on me to start driving and get my license.. but how can I learn to drive safely if I keep falling asleep.. my sleeping has gotten so much worse.. I fall asleep everywhere.. in the middle of conversations and I am out within 5 minutes in a car.. I sleep fine at night.. I wake when Anna needs me but that is about it.. I just don’t get it..
ok.. enough of my babbling.. my baby girl is sick and needs me.. enough self-pity.. I do need to find someone to call today.. desperately need a friend to talk to..
I would love advice.. Anna absolutely hates medicine.. it is a fight to get it in her.. and half ends up on her.. well, when she was teething..she loved the teething tablets.. still tells me her teeth hurts and says she needs one.. so I decided to try the chewable Tylenol.. she refuses to take them.. any idea if it would be ok to smash them and put them in her milk?? I am getting desperate and do not like to fight with her each and every time she needs meds..
Oh .. must share one more thing.. her new favorite sentence ” No, you stay with me”.. and ” I don’t like it” .. silly girl is getting a tad demanding..
Well, Anna seems to be much better today.. Yesterday her temp went as high as 103.4.. I really do not like fevers.. she seems much more alert today and talkative.. Right now she is watching her favorite movie .. “Fox and the Hound”
Well, I think I updated quite a bit today.. it is now 11:45pm and I am heading to bed.. Annaleah is sick.. .. my poor baby has a fever and it definately explains her grouchiness today. I am praying for a good night sleep.
Thank you so much for the comments!! It really helps to know that someone is reading.. cause I am guilty of reading and not responding.. I am truly sorry.. I have got to change that.