Right now.. I feel

  • pain
  • tired
  • cranky
  • lonely
  • and un-appreciated..

I feel like I try so hard to include people into to my life.. I try to make special dinners.. etc.  but yet, no matter what I do.. there is still emptiness in my heart.  I kinda feel rejected I guess..

Oh well, maybe I am just being emotional..

BTW : Beating Chicken breasts can be very therapetic (making chicken kiev – was for 4, now for just 2)